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Amy ([personal profile] such_heights) wrote2008-11-17 01:29 am

You are the unforcasted storm

Oh boy. I think putting NaNo on ice was just as well, really, because words of a fictional variety are just not happening at the moment. Which is a shame, because I'd love to be working on said NaNo, or Yuletide, or [livejournal.com profile] rs_small_gifts, or the first foray into SGA I'm contemplating for [livejournal.com profile] mcsmooch, etc etc.

Instead, big long essay/rant type things keep seeming to appear, considering that my brain is doing nothing but trying to churn out said essays at the moment, I guess it's a bit inevitable. Anyway, I've successfully convinced myself that really, no, no one cares about my thoughts on yaoi my thoughts on the anti-slash vs. anti-het debate that seems to keep cropping at [livejournal.com profile] fandomsecrets at the moment (I suspect watching that comm is a bad, bad idea, but it's so compelling, somehow), and various other things that I've been this close to ranting about over the past couple of days.

Still faintly contemplating finally following through on the queerness in Doctor Who & Torchwood thing I've been threatening to write for however long, with exciting subheadings like 'people assume the Doctor's heterosexual because why?', 'Jack and Gender', 'the Problem of Toshiko' and 'okay, Torchwood, it'd be sort of nice if you stopped being so damned post-gay already'. Or something, I don't know. Meta, I has it.

In the meantime, I slink back to the vidding as being the only non-work thing I seem to be capable of at the minute. It's something creative! It involves no words! Bless iMovie's little heart. Though my brain appears to be so mushy that the only thing I'm making progress on is the vid which is pretty much just 'Guns! Aliens! Sex! Explosions! - Welcome to Cardiff'. :D
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[personal profile] gorgeousnerd 2008-11-17 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
I just did something for [livejournal.com profile] go_exchange on top of working on NaNo, and that was definitely tricky; I've really fallen into a block as far as word count goes. That's why I haven't reached 50,000 yet, even though I've been circling it for days.

And yeah, I'm totally addicted to [livejournal.com profile] fandomsecrets, even though I really shouldn't be. And I'd absolutely read your thoughts on slash vs. het (mine: both are fine, personal preference, I don't get why it's a big deal).
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[personal profile] gorgeousnerd 2008-11-17 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
I can absolutely see where you're coming from. I have definitely encountered slash/yaoi fans that are absolutely against women in any shape or form; Supernatural fandom has more people like that than I'd prefer, although I don't think that's the majority by any means. And it doesn't help either side of the argument that there's a decided lack of strong female characters in a lot of fandoms that I've been in.

Really, the way I see it is that flame wars in either direction are kinda pointless, and I can see why someone would prefer just het or why someone would prefer just same-sex pairings. But hating on slashers is terrible because there's such limited representation of anything besides straight people in pop culture, and in life, really. Just because anti-slashers are in the minority in fandom doesn't really mean that they're justified in picking on slashers.

TL;DR, you made sense, I agree. :D

[identity profile] lefaym.livejournal.com 2008-11-17 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
I'd love to see your thoughts on anti-slash vs. anti-het too-- I write both, so I'm interested. :P And I'd read anything you had to say about queerness in DW/TW too.

[identity profile] lefaym.livejournal.com 2008-11-17 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
I definitely see what you're saying there.

My experience in writing slash is sort of odd, I think, since the pairing I write most of the time (Jack/Ianto) is canon, while there is more evidence for my favourite fanon slash pairings (Remus/Sirius, Jack/Ten) than there is for some of the het ones (mainly Jack/Sarah Jane). Of course, my involvement in fandom has been pretty much limited to the Whoniverse and a small corner of HP fandom, so it's hard to say if there's any sort of pattern there that I should be reflecting on.

I guess the one thing that stands out to me is that I haven't written any femmeslash, although that's not because I have anything against it-- even though I'm straight myself (well except for my huge girlcrush on Sarah Jane :P), I find f/f relationships just as compelling as any others emotionally, even if I'm not so interested sexually. I know this probably sounds silly, given that I'm a woman who writes m/m slash, but the main reason I haven't written any femmeslash is because I'm really scared that I'll get it wrong somehow.

[identity profile] lefaym.livejournal.com 2008-11-17 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I think it's the knowledge that it's a bit more directly personal for at a reasonable portion of your intended audience

Yes, I definitely think that's a big part of it. There's more of a feeling that I'd be letting my friends down if I did it badly. But then again, I'm probably also letting my friends down by not giving f/f ships the same amount of time that I give to m/m or f/m.

In a lot of fandoms, I think there's also the problem of shows/books/films that don't pass the Bechdel Test (or only pass it very narrowly)-- there's simply very few well developed female characters, let alone well developed female characters who interact with each other. However, that is definitely not the case with Whoniverse fandoms-- plenty of well-developed women, and they do interact with each other (although having said that, the two femmeslash Whoniverse pairings that I want to write are about women who've never met each other in canon-- and one of them is about characters who only appeared in one episode each!).
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[personal profile] snorkackcatcher 2008-11-17 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Which ones, out of curiosity?

[identity profile] lefaym.livejournal.com 2008-11-17 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
At some point, I'd like to write a Sarah Jane/Tosh story, and an Estelle Cole/Bea Nelson Stanley story.

(Oh, and I should add, that I didn't mean to imply that I don't have any gay male friends above-- it's just that they don't generally read my fic. :P)
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[personal profile] snorkackcatcher 2008-11-17 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Sarah/Tosh might be interesting, but ... um, I have to admit I can't think who either of the other two are?

[identity profile] lefaym.livejournal.com 2008-11-17 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Estelle was an old lover of Jack's-- she appeared in the TW episode Small Worlds. Bea was a character in the SJA story Eye of the Gorgon.
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[personal profile] snorkackcatcher 2008-11-18 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
Oh right, I remember who Bea was now (haven't seen Small Worlds). Yes, there did seem to be a lot of potential backstory to explore there.

[identity profile] lefaym.livejournal.com 2008-11-18 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
Lol, yes, Jack/Everyone is so easy to ship! :D I haven't written much Martha, but after writing a Doctor/Martha fic a couple of weeks ago, I've been wanting to explore her character a lot more. I really liked the way you explored Martha/Rose in your fic-- I think that worked really well.

And yeah, when I did my Bechdel Test assessment of Doctor Who, most of the passes came from female companions talking to either their mothers, or to one-off female characters, so there's little in the way of sustained character development with potential subtext.

I find that a lot of animes have relationships between women with a lot of subtext-- I'm watching one at the moment, The Twelve Kingdoms, and the love/hate relationship between the main female characters is just OOZING with sexual tension, and I felt there was a lot of potential in the relationship between Pacifica and Winia in Scrapped Princess too. Unfortunately, I tend not to get into these shows to the extent that I actually know them well enough to write fanfiction about them.

[identity profile] saint-claws.livejournal.com 2008-11-17 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
I hope you write those essays. I would LOVE to read them.

[identity profile] magnetic-pole.livejournal.com 2008-11-17 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
Rants are good for the soul!

This time of the semester sucks, doesn't it? M.

[identity profile] magic-at-mungos.livejournal.com 2008-11-17 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
In my eyes, fandom is meant to be having fun. So whether you like slash, femmeslash or het, fun needs to be had. And that means no peeing in other people's cornflakes. *nods*

[identity profile] magic-at-mungos.livejournal.com 2008-11-17 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Pack mentality :(
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[identity profile] sunnyrea.livejournal.com 2008-11-17 12:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh my god I would so read all those 'sub heading' posts!

[identity profile] munditia.livejournal.com 2008-11-19 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
You could always come and join us on [livejournal.com profile] picowrimo -- it's wonderful fun!